I had stopped creating. I was uninspired and needed some time to heal. But today I’m ready to document and create again, to push myself away from the comfort zone I have been living in. I've learned so many things in the last two months that my mind spins fast when I try to type them down. I've met lots of beautiful people with so much light inside them, but also good people who are terribly disrupted by their egos and their vision of life.
I was overexposed and vulnerable and let them suck my energy away; I gave my joy to the vampires erroneously thinking I could save them, only to find out that the only ones who can save us is ourselves. I had futureless hopes of being loved by someone who’s afraid of feeling. But they didn’t hurt myself, I did. I expected and accepted what I was given without thinking. It was ephemeral and fleeting, but it opened my eyes to a new reality I didn’t know. We can delegate and blame, but we can't escape truth: the responsibility is ours. I had forgotten one of the wisest advices someone has given me: always be completely responsible of your life, your acts, your feelings. Everything, I repeat, EVERYTHING that happens in my life depends solely on me and I have the absolute power of changing it if I desire to. Others are no more than mirrors that treat me as I let them to. Always surround yourself of people of light and show the world how happiness is possible if you just let it be.
I was overexposed and vulnerable and let them suck my energy away; I gave my joy to the vampires erroneously thinking I could save them, only to find out that the only ones who can save us is ourselves. I had futureless hopes of being loved by someone who’s afraid of feeling. But they didn’t hurt myself, I did. I expected and accepted what I was given without thinking. It was ephemeral and fleeting, but it opened my eyes to a new reality I didn’t know. We can delegate and blame, but we can't escape truth: the responsibility is ours. I had forgotten one of the wisest advices someone has given me: always be completely responsible of your life, your acts, your feelings. Everything, I repeat, EVERYTHING that happens in my life depends solely on me and I have the absolute power of changing it if I desire to. Others are no more than mirrors that treat me as I let them to. Always surround yourself of people of light and show the world how happiness is possible if you just let it be.
To a peaceful, loving and full of new adventures 2014.
