tenderness

i love us.

loving you is daydreaming on a sunny day,

your lips are honey and magic dust,

distance only gets me closer to you,

i am you, yours, for ever.

nymph

one weekend of october a friend called Estefania came to Puebla to stay with me.
she is one of those people with whom you can talk easily and laughter becomes something natural and constant.
while she was here we would wander through the streets of Cholula while catching up with what had happened in our lives since the last time we had seen each other.
at night we went to Molotov's concert, where we would scream at the top of our lungs and jump until our legs hurted, and even though we ended soaked with very questionable liquids and terribly exhausted we enjoyed it a lot.
we arrived to my house late night and we would continue talking until we fell asleep lulled by the sound of our voices.
on sunday we had breakfast early morning and got dressed, we went out with a suitcase full of clothes and my camera, searching for a nice place to take photos. after some time walking under de sun we found a pretty field full of trees and where a little rill passed by. Estefania would hang of the trees and dance among the flowers while her beautiful hair was swung by the wing, she was a sprite out of a fairytail.
after a while Estefania had to leave, I took her to the bus station where we hugged and say goodbye.

365

three-hundred sixty-five days at your side. days of bliss, sadness, anger, passion, insanity, but most of all, of love. I can't put into words how I feel about you, because it goes beyond any sense, our love is the logic, the truth, the reason.

you are not only my boyfriend, you're much more than that, you are my accomplice, my confident, my shoulder-to-cry-on, my lover, and most important, my best friend.

with you life has showed another face, one with lots of doors and possibilities I didn't even know existed, next to you I became a better me.

I used to be a free bird, but one without any direction, lost, with no idea of where I was or what to do. when I met you I was afraid of loosing that freedom that I loved so much, but I realize that I didn't. now I'm a bird that flies loosely wherever she wants, knowing who she is, where she is, and where she goes, but that flies at your side.

many times I try to found a reason to this, searching for meanings in everything, beacuse they aren't coincidences, but it all takes me to the same place, destiny. the destiny is wise, and destiny brought us together, because we had to be, we are and we will always be. you and me against the world.

our love hasn't been easy, but it's magical and stronger than it seems.




note: this post was written a week ago, the day we made our first year together.

home sweet home

months ago the beautiful Gloria and I shoot at my ex-place, we had a lovely afternoon of tea, pictures, and movies.
I always love spending time with her, she's not only a pretty girl, she's also a very intelligent and spiritual person with who you can have the deepest conversations and take beautiful photos, what else can anybody ask for?